I hate being me!

I don't see myself of a person that is extremely sensitive.
But I'm starting to.
Cuz I've realize that the people around me are not sharing the same sentiments as me whenever they say or do something inappropriate.

I guess being reclusive isn't a plus factor. I've run through names of people I know in my mind and realize that there isn't one that I can confide with.

Or maybe somewhere deep down I'm still not really comfortable in sharing my real self.

I got a feeling now that I sound pathetic.

Great.

*pants*

Am I a born recluse?

I simply just wanna hide from whatever I'm suppose to face now because I'm afraid.

And I don't even know what I'm afraid of.

I need some time off I guess. Never had any since 3 yrs back. With kids in the house, I can't just do whatever I want and not be responsible.

Desperate to be alone and yet is lonely.

crap.